En estos días del año se oye mucho sobre los propósitos y los deseos para el nuevo año. 

Los míos son siempre los mismos y nunca los cumplo: dejar de autopsicoanalizarme(?), ser menos perezosa, tener más voluntad, mejorar como persona o intentar que mis defectos mengüen en la medida de lo posible, ayudar más en casa, ser menos quejica, no dejarme las luces encendidas al salir de las habitaciones y ser menos despistada en general, no tener tanto miedo a salir al mundo… ser menos egocéntrica xDDDDD (me río por lo incongruente de decir eso último en un egopost) …

En cuanto a mis deseos… Solo deseo terminar la carrera este curso y ser capaz de llegar a fin de mes sin tener miedo a no saber si podré pagar mis recibos (eso pasa por encontrar un trabajo… fuuu…). Hay más cosas que quiero (dos más, en concreto) pero esas me las guardo para mí.

I'm just in a weird mood lately...

Why do I have an obsession with someone that is not real?

Sad, sad me.

It's been a while since the last entry i wrote on here. I've been a bit busy (not too much) with exams and i'm kind of bored of this. I'm addicted to blogger though and i basically post on there almost every day since i made an account. Anyway, i'm bored so that's why i'm writing this. I have an exam tomorrow. It's the last one and i'm studying nothing. It's the most difficult one and i'm not studying. I hate the days before the exam because i'm really anxious and i'm uncapable to concentrate on the subject and i do loads of things but not studying and i feel guilty of it and then i became more anxious and nervous. I have to work with my willpower.

I WANT TO TRAVEL. I'm having a weekend off this week with the girls of the Escoltes and i'm really looking forward.

That's all for now. I get bored of writing. Fuck! I have to study and i can't concentrate...  :_______

Will you be here tomorrow?
Will you fight against my sorrow?
I will need your presence.
I will need your smile.
Then, everything will be fine.


What a cheesy thing i've written. Oh, i'm so bored. I should be reading loads of books and studying and everything but i'm bored and tired (of what?).

Can't wait til monday/tuesday. The day of the presents. I bought all my presents yesterday. Socks and underwear to my dad. A belt and more socks to my brother. Hey! I'm not unoriginal, they asked that for Reyes Magos' day. My mum will have a small special cushion that will help to calm the pain of her back. Hope she'll like it. And i hope that i'll have the things i asked for. Dunno if i will. I wrote a funny/literary letter with the things i wanted listed on it and mum and dad had a laugh. Mum said that i deserve those things just because of the way i've written it.

This is my first entry on here (i already wrote twice on my blogger blog). I don't have plans for this year and i don't have money to make any. I only can think in exams at the end of this month and the oral exposition about the Quixote i have next week. Not sure about the day, btw. I'll have to ask and check it. Don't wanna fail this subject.

I hate when some people ignore their friends because they're just too self-centered and they only can see their things, their circumstances, their problems. Ignore the others, it's the better way to keep the friendship :)

Meh, i like to exaggerate :)
And i'm the stupid one coz i'm always there, am i?

Navidad. Navidad. Dulce Navidad. La alegría en este día hay que celebrar. Hey!

Merry Christmas. That's the two most important and said words of the day and, i'd say, the month. It's an important day all over the world. Even in the places where christianism is not the principal religion. I'm not a believer. I'm agnostic. But these days are also especial for me. Because, for me, Christmas is the period I can see all my family. It's a familiar thing. And the family, my family, is important for me. I love to sing with them and make jokes and see the little kids of the family playing and we all have fun. I love the presents and the jokes when the one giving them say the names.

I'm not a believer but I do believe in love and family. And that's a reason good enough for me to celebrate Christmas.

Merry Christmas.

It's been a while since the last time i've posted something on here. There is a reason for it. I made a blog [here] and i'm kind of using it as a journal or diary or something similar. It's in spanish but sometimes i feel like i want to type in English. Dunno why but i like to do so. So that'd be a would reason to keep this LJ. Then i'll type here in English and in my new blog i will write in spanish. I know how i am and i'm a bit of an unconstant person so probably i won't post too much. Nor here, nor there. Or, who knows, maybe i'll keep doing that, writing on both sites.

I went to watch twilight last sunday and i have to say that i love it. I want to read the books which is something i wanted to do ages ago but haven't had time. I hope i'll be able to read them after the exams, in february. Talking about exams, i should be studying but i have a cold and i'm feeling crap. I woke up this morning with temperature and i've been coughing since then. I hate being ill on christmas. And it seems to happen every year although this one it's being worse than the others.

That's enough for now. I'm not expecting any comments or anyone reading it and probably i made like loads of mistakes. I don't care, actually.

¡BUENOS DÍAS POR LA MAÑANA!

El otro día dije que editaría la entrada para poner los icons que había estado haciendo aquel día y los anteriores. Al final no lo hice. No sé si por vagancia o por descuido. O tal vez por ambas cosas. El caso es que, ya que no lo hice entonces, lo hago ahora. Qué más vale tarde que nunca. En fin, algunas de las bases las saqué de basicbases y las otras... no recuerdo de donde las saqué.

( wednesdays are always lazy days to me... )


Bueno, más cosas. Esta tarde-noche, teatro. Estamos empezando a montar la obra y tal. Y la idea de l'Emili pinta bien. Rara, si, mucho. Pero tiene su gracia xD. Otra cosa importante es lo que pasará la semana que viene. A partir del martes. Ya contaré otro día porque hoy no me apetece.

Have a nice day, then.